Why Fishing Captivates Me
Fishing really captivates me. I’ll get up at 3 AM in minus seven-degree winter weather, pile on three down jackets, a sweater, three pairs of pants, and three pairs of socks, plus gloves and a hat. Then drive 40 kilometers to a remote state park by a lake, brace the biting wind and fish.
Why does fishing pull me in so strongly? Sometimes I think it’s more than a hobby, almost an idol in my heart. I need to seriously figure out why.
The Sense of Achievement from Learning
Fishing, like many things, requires constant learning. If you’re a newbie and know nothing about fishing techniques, the environment, or fish habits, it’s brutal — you just won’t catch anything. Maybe luck will land you a fish once, but luck doesn’t stick around.
To catch fish, you have to keep learning: techniques, fish behavior, weather changes; get advice, mimic gestures, use the right gear; read up on information. As all this effort builds up, one day a fish bites, then a second, then a third. Going from empty-handed to reliably catching fish brings a real, deep satisfaction.
The Rush When a Fish Bites
I use lure fishing — a fairly active style. You’re quietly waiting by the lake and suddenly feel a “thud-thud” through the line. That’s a fish biting. Adrenaline hits, the excitement is intense. Then you hook it, fight it, reel it in. Thrilling.
Sometimes, lying in bed at home, I still replay that moment when the fish bites, the touch, and the thrill — unforgettable.
Solitude and Quiet
I love standing alone by the lake in Green State Park. The water is a mirror, stars overhead, a gentle breeze, occasional birds sweeping by. There I am, holding my rod, quietly waiting, emptying my mind.
In that setting, I can even hear my own breathing, immersed in calm and focus. This solitude is precious. Of course, I can’t do it without my wife’s silent support and contributions.
Satisfaction from the Catch
While not my main focus, bringing fish home to share with family and friends is delightful. Especially my daughter, just over a year old, gets super excited seeing the fish swim in the tank. Her joy fills me with satisfaction.
Enjoying the Tackle
Like photography, cars, or bikes, fishing gear has its charm. I’m not a gearhead — “just enough” is fine — but I admire the precise design and craftsmanship of rods and reels. It’s captivating beauty.
Others’ Praise and Admiration
When I’ve gone from novice to experienced, catching fish while others can’t, the praise and admiration feel good. I’ll admit there’s some pride and vanity there. But also, I’ve made friends through fishing, enjoying sharing and conversation. Lately, I’ve even tried sharing the gospel with fellow Chinese while fishing. There have been a couple of good conversations, which have been significant experiences for me.
Fishing itself isn’t negative. It can be positive or negative, depending on our attitude toward it.
I admit my time spent fishing has gone beyond what’s reasonable. But I’ve always been someone who dives deep into interests — web design, painting, carpentry — these became part of my career or life.
I yearn to talk with others: how to fully invest in something you love without losing control. Finding that balance is still something I’m exploring.