Weakness

I’m physically tired, heart feels empty, eyes wander, and I’m distant from Yanbing. I can’t control my anger toward Eather. I crave money and pleasures, worry a lot, and don’t feel God’s presence when I try to pray. That’s my life these days.

There’s no joy inside, just darkness. The family feels tense. Anger flares up easily.

Lord, save me!

I say to the Lord, “You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing.” (Psalm 16:2, NIV)