Me

I easily get emotional, finding fault with people and discomfort in things.

I admit, it’s a bad habit.

My mom went back to Changsha today. She’s been here for nearly 80 exhausting days. She said, “Your temper’s gotten a lot stranger lately. You weren’t like this before.”

It’s true. Over the years, my temper’s gotten worse without me noticing.

What do I do about it?

Another thing I need to admit to my friends is that my faith is in pretty bad shape. I tell one person to believe, then another.

About God, there’s always been this hurdle in my heart I can’t get over. I think mostly because of these:

1. Did Jesus really come to this world? Did He really rise from the dead? How do His birth, death, and resurrection relate to me? Right now, I just can’t feel it.

2. About prayer. How do you pray… I can’t really explain it. What’s the real issue….